Last night I cried. 'Been a while, I had to.
Oh, dear love, you wouldn't be proud of me.
All these people were driving me crazy, I had to call the Monster back.
You made me sad. He made me mad.
The threat of his return is pursuing me as I am
Walking through the maze of your former shades, there's nothing I can do.
Love you love you love you. Fucking hate you !
Nightmares again. I can feel his shadow above me.
In every corner of the room.
A black snake strangling me, a monstruous rabbit choking me, a threatening silhouette stabbing me.
Frustration and fear. Aches and anger.
Oh, I wish you would hear me.
I'm tired of screaming at the silence of a dark room, tired of sheding tears nobody can see. I'm just tired and I need to sleep.
Goodnight dear Monster, and may tomorow look brighter.